well i survived my three auditions today... never again. most stressful day. and i hate coming out of auditions having no idea what to expect. it is such a blessing to be studying music at byu but sometimes the competition can be so daunting, almost to the point of making me want to quit. but diving head first into the unknown, completely unequipped physically and emotionally seems to be a constant in my life. will i ever get use to the free fall filling that constantly fills my stomach because of this lifestyle? i guess the only thing that could fix today is a bubble bath and a talk with my sister.
xoxo
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