easy?

i always imagine that each year of college will somehow get easier. that i will have finally gotten the ropes on how to live this whole college life. that i would be a pro at dating by now. that i would finally be able to figure out how to live a balanced life. that i would achieve all my dreams. 

but reality, my reality at least, is far from that. dating is just as hard as ever. some recent experiences make me question my decision of going into music all the time. and i'm still not sure what i am going to do when i graduate. granted i experience new things every day. so maybe things will take a turn for the better...

who knows what 22 and super-senior year will bring.