just breathe

you know, most of the time i think i know myself pretty dang well.

and then i spend days like today, trying to figure out what in the world  i am feeling. fear? distrust? apathy? disappointment?

i am a very complicated person it turns out. i want to be simple. but now i'm not sure that simple will ever be an option.

complicated is interesting but confusing.

i think no matter how i try to let it go, the past will always influence me.

emotions are so complex. when do we get the handbook for how to read them? and can i pre-order it? ha

"sometimes the best thing you can do is not think, not wonder, not imagine, not obsess. just breathe. and have faith that everything will work out."

well. i will try to just breathe.

xoxo