so remember that time i was pretty depressed and i sounded pathetic here on the blog? well one of several reasons was because i didn't make it into the choir i wanted. so this year i am doing women's chorus once again. not that there is anything wrong with women's chorus. i love it. i was just really hoping for a change and growth. after the audition lists were posted,the self-doubt came flowing in . why am i doing my major if i can't even perform up to par? should i stay at BYU or go somewhere less competitive but maybe more opportunity? needless to say, this concert was a little tough to get excited for as i'm working through these thoughts. the concert was a great success. we sang an arrangement of somewhere over the rainbow. that song is full of longing and hope, exactly what i am trying to get back in my life.
so i will leave you with this.
"birds fly over the rainbow. why, then oh why can't i?"
xoxo
neis
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